Episode 18: Awareness, Fear and Letting Go, Mescaline and Ayahuasca with Michael

In this episode, I had the pleasure of speaking with my good friend, Michael. Michael shared his story of opening up his awareness with mescaline, working through fear, and a meaningful purge with Ayahuasca. So, please enjoy this episode, with Michael.

We discussed:

  • Three mescaline hits opened him up, awareness, at 15-years-old
  • Shedding things that didn’t sit right through self-examination
  • Didn’t learn all the lessons, too young
  • Started drinking; unhappy in marriage; numbing feelings
  • Experiencing a lot of fear (of divorce), overwhelming
  • Decided to tackle fear; scuba-dived, turned off light, faced fear, descended
  • Forced him to confront fear, surrendered to it, and broke fear of dark
  • Does ‘therapy’ as a business coach; planning session: a woman mentioned “Aya”; went home and looked it up, found Ayahuasca; jumped right in, like it called him.
  • Wasn’t afraid of the Aya, was led there, under control
  • Went in with demands, intentions, wanted all the answers; Aya told him to put the list down; 
  • How to ‘go into the medicine’. A purge came. Focused on it, breathed into it. Out it came, a release of held toxins.
  • Medicine allowed him to slow down and see things in real time
  • Reconfigured his life; life has slowed down, more aware, not reactive; not putting out fires
  • Stay centered and present; feeling the weight on his heels
  • Higher consciousness; awareness of the connections to others

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May 23, 2020 at 3:13 pm